I didn’t even know that I was hurting. 😦

Lay It All Down: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=qqP9YpfVscU&feature=share

I had a dream, my sleep has been all over the place. I don’t wanna go to church. I don’t care about bible study or prayer. I don’t even care right now if I land myself in hell.

I didn’t realize how stupid and broken hearted this situation is.
I poured my all to this girl. Got myself clean. Been trying so stupid hard on myself and she just kept talking to other guy’s and complaining about everything.

I had a dream and woke up to this song. I can’t even talk to god.
I don’t wanna talk about it right now. I don’t wanna be around people. I don’t want friend’s. 😦 😥